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Moni
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My favorite number is 3 because I am one of 3 sisters and good things always happen in 3's. I have a mega sweet tooth and will devour the world's supply of pecan twirls and double chocolate brownie milkshakes one day. I love zombie movies, cartoons, black and white films, thrillers, and anything with Nicolas Cage in it. I'm a mega dork and super inconsistent with my personality, likes, and dislikes so who knows, tomorrow I might be a hippie, an activist, a serious do-gooder,e, or the shy quiet type :P

Current Residence: NC
Favourite genre of music: post-hardcore, alternative, indie
Favourite cartoon character: Clannad Robot, Rainbow Brite, Zura,
Personal Quote: "The most beautiful bodies, often have the most bitter souls."
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So thanks to the craft fair and my mom being crazy business-like, my sister and I now have almost $135 in lamp orders!
I now have to make an exact replica of the Studio Ghibli lamp, a tree frog lamp, a western lamp, and an owl and tree lamp. Plus some fireflies in a bottle...Geez...

To be honest, I'm kind of nervous about making all of them.
What if they break?
What if the customers don't like them?
What if I can't makes something how they want it?
Will I start to hate making things if it's a job for me instead of something I do for fun and to relax?

I'm sitting here at the school's computer lab trying to study for my last (and hardest) final, but procrastination and the sexy voice of Josh Ramsay is currently overriding my common sense XD. I wish school could be like his music; interesting, upbeat, and it makes you feel alive. It makes you dream about the "what could be's".

I can't say the same thing about adiabetic and diabetic cooling processes of the atmosphere...

I was talking to Kay the other day about how I feel like we were both meant to be writers. I know with all my heart she'll publish a book one day; her words are something special when she actually puts time and effort into her stories. I on the other hand have a lot of work to do, but when it comes right down to it I don't know what else to be. I'm not a nurse. I'm not a geographer. I'm not really a crafter, except when I feel like it. My mind changes so much for a reason, right?

I'm a dreamer; my head is filled with countless ideas and possibilities, wants and desires, and since I can't be and do all those things, why can't I create people and worlds where these things actually happen and exist?

My reality is that I'm a broke college student, who may or may not be able to finish school, I'm okay at a lot of things, but not great at one thing in particular. I don't know what I want to do or be in life and that scares me. I hate being broke but I hate not living how I please either.
If failure wasn't an option and money didn't mean anything to my survival I think I would say to hell with college, take a couple of writing classes, and actually publish a novel. Maybe I'd go to a pastry school, or learn how to draw better. I'd do something creative with my life and I would be happy to do it.

But the world doesn't work that way, does it?

Thursday is my last day of classes for the year, and I have decided to commit my winter break to writing more. I NEED to be a better writer. I need something in my life to work and to actually make since. Maybe writing can be my release...

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:iconjoeyliverwurst:
JoeyLiverwurst Dec 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Merry Christmas Eve to a fellow one-time Tar Heel.
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:iconmomovsworld:
Thank you and a late Merry Christmas to you! :3 Sorry, havent been on this page in awhile haha, but hope you have a Happy New Year as well! :D 
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:iconjoeyliverwurst:
JoeyLiverwurst Dec 28, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
No worries.  Happy New Year to you, too.
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:iconcarmendee:
carmendee Dec 5, 2013  Student Artisan Crafter

thank you for watching me *hug of doom* :iconarmstrongtighthugplz:

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:iconmomovsworld:
Yw! Youre charms are soooo freakkin adorable! XD
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:icondeath-ark:
Monica, hi, how are you? I found a website [link] that allows you to make custom design converse shoes to your liking. Just thought you would be interested since you also like converse shoes. XD
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:icondeath-ark:
Welcome, uh out of curiosity, have you found a pair you like? ^^
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:iconmomovsworld:
lol too many to decide :P im very indecisive ya know
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